Thursday, July 2, 2009

Queen of the Day

Today this little babe is four.

Breath. Deep breaths. Oiyh.

She's truly the sunshine of our day. Who know a sweet little, drooly, screamin, wiggly baby could become an inquisitive, thoughtful, busy, loving little person. This amazes me daily.

She is a gift. A glorious gift. She is cherished, she is loved, she is admired.

I am so very thankful for our blessed little Georg. She makes her mama smile.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Just the two of us



Today I get to spend most of the day with the man of my dreams. Heaven, I'm in absolute heaven. And I get his undivided attention and he gets mine.


That is, when he's not napping.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Everyone needs a Howard


I've been too busy for a lot of things lately. I'm a lot worn and even more frazzled. Sometimes I really do have to self medicate. And this is what I do:
Give me and hour with Howard and the world has color again. 
I have aches in my hands from time spent with Howard, it's a good pain, I like this pain, I miss this pain.  It makes me a little melancholy, but in a good way.
Sometimes when life is just a little too hectic for me I just need to sit down and have a good conversation with a old friend.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Purging


That has been project 23 of 82 lately. I'm getting rid of all things clutter and un-used. 
Well, mostly. I can't hardly part with my wedding dress and I won't be using that again, but I'm sure ya'll will understand that one.
So in celebration I had a garage sale. I did mention I was a glutton for punishment, right? Ya, well I also don't learn my lessons very well. Short term memory and all that. Oiyh.

So there you have it. I sold entirely too much and I'm donating the big pile of what's left over, because really once you say goodbye, you really need to mean it.

Some of the things I said goodbye to... 




Lesson learned

So I know some of you have been wondering what I've been doing lately. Well, this is project 36 of 80 I've been working on lately. 

 This is the BEFORE picture, for those of you concerned.


It's only taken almost 4 yrs and an intense amount of motivation and way too much TSP (if ya'll don't know what that is, I'm not sure we can still be friends - after all it has consumed me for a few yrs now).

If I have one bit of advise for ya'll...Never, ever, ever, ever paint your kitchen cabinets - unless you're a glutton for punishment, like me. I'm crazy like that and I'm pretty sure I know where I got it from.


Next, counter tops - amen.

Saturday, June 20, 2009

The salute

There's a lot of amazing dad's out there, because well, there just is.
But I'm a bit partial to a few that I know personally.

My dad. Um, yes he's amazing. He never put me down, always built up, encouraged, complimented. I don't remember him ever having a harsh word to say to me. Ever. We'd stay up late working on dirt bikes and talking about "stuff". He always had time for stuff. He loved that his girls wore dresses, but I think he loved it more when we could build fences and ride dirt bikes. I'm quite sure of it. He is a wealth of wisdom and information and he's bound to use a word you've likely never heard of - these are his $3 words - and yes, they're in the dictionary. And yes, he always wins at Scrabble. 
He'd let me drive his brand new F350. Because he trusted me. He's a chicken whisperer, tractor driver, country hick, preacher man (finally), who has good taste in beer, better taste in books and sometimes odd taste in music.
He cultivated a desire for knowledge, a motivation for work, a love of theology, a sense of duty/right and wrong, a heart for the gospel. He still challenges me here. He loves my husband, he loves my children. I love him, he's a favorite.

My father-in-law. Now I don't know him, not nearly as much as I'd like to. But I get to see him reflected everyday. I'm blessed by an amazing hubs because of the work and faithfulness that was put forth by my father-in-law. I've heard plenty of report on the upbringing and it's not short of praise. He is respected, admired and loved. It's not easy to work long hours and still find time to cultivate relationships with 5 children, but he not only managed it, he excelled. Making time to play foot ball, wrestle, read and sing with his children. Thank you, these are fond memories and habits that are being passed down. 
I'm so very grateful for him. He's are amazing. He hasn't stopped teaching his children by example. He's loved, he's a favorite.

The best part...My hubs. There are no better men out there, I'm quite convinced of it. He's amazing. He challenges me, he encourages me. He has more patience with me than I do - ya, wrap your head around that one. He's only gotten better. He's only gotten hunkier (I thought you'd appreciate my terminology Gma!). He has a terrible lack of memory, unless it comes to me or the kids. I've never seen his temper (assuming he has one) rise. He is an excess where I lack. 
He cannot keep surprises, he wants to share the excitement. He absolutely can't sing on key, but maybe he does it just to make me laugh. He has a heart for people and makes friends wherever he goes, this fascinates me. He really can fix anything, just ask Georgi. He has a tattoo, just for me. He loves being a father and being married, I know this not because he tells me, but because he shows me.
He loves his kids. He wants to know them, he wants to spend time with them. He's never asked for "me" time. He doesn't want it, he loves us more than himself. It shows.
He is humility, he is manly, he is mine, he is loved, and he's my favorite.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Call me crazy, I deserve it




More later...